21/12/09
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Monday, today is a bad day . i thought can settled everything but is not easy , today jie and me meet up chuan hin to talk out but at first we will alright and he was listening to us , so i accept him but cannot believe is that as his pattern come back again make me very angry , i really cannot stand it ! shit la really shit .... he seen like cannot get what we just told him just now! so i think to end it now , but in my mind still have the image of thing that just now he did to me ! my heart is so uneasy and haxi from just now it was raining so heavy , i'm in all wet (really is my bad day)hate myself all of suddenly . this holiday i really found out so many thing . :(
